Why does God hate gays? Why do people think the have the right to call you fat when ever? Why is religion more important than spirituality? Xoxo sisnextdoor.
Author Archives: Sisnextdoor
Worse than death
Hate one hate all 1,2,3 I want you all dead That’s a bit crude don’t you think? Fine, 3,2,1 be me!
My Father’s House
Sitting on pews, looking like I belong Everyone looks like the get it. Am I the only alien around? Malachi 3:8-18 still searching Is this what I have become? A stranger in my father’s house! Xoxo sisnextdoor.
Bestie
You said you loved me You said I was the one You never met another like me you said True tho, But you lied bitch I was never the one More like the available It’s really funny how I thought I knew you. Thoughts of love Thoughts of care Thoughts of sisterhood Thoughts of foreverContinue reading “Bestie”
My first love letter
Love, an intense feeling of affection and care towards another person. Love is a really amazing feeling and more beautiful when your intense feelings of affection are reciprocated. And When the ain’t, your heart just goes fuck fuck fucked!. I had a crush on this boy back in highschool, ohh he was a cutie, let’sContinue reading “My first love letter”
I am fine
Why are you always sleeping So young yet always tired You know, hanging out with friends is fun Why don’t you have friends Isn’t it too hot for those big sleeved clothes Why ain’t you hungry Woah you’re sure eating alot lately huh Those circle under your eyes are getting darker darling How did youContinue reading “I am fine”
Love me last
We met as friends Talked as friends Laughed as friends You said you liked her Then it hit me I never liked to you as a friend. Remember when you came over that night? Remember, you where so down You cried on my shoulders How much you didn’t want to feel that way… All IContinue reading “Love me last”
3am Thoughts
Tired I am tired Tired of this pain This guilt This numbness This loneliness The hate This emptiness The betrayal This body This mind I am tired!
Big Girl 2
There goes the bell, officiating the end of my class test and the beginning of my dilemma… We have 20 minutes to change into our sport wears and hit the field. Doesn’t sound bad huh? Well except you are totally conscious of your body and you have to strip in front of all this girlsContinue reading “Big Girl 2”
Big Girl 1
Standing here in front of the one piece of furniture that totally terrifies me “The mirror“. It’s just a piece of glass that shows your reflection, what could be terrifying about that? You’ll say. Growing up, let’s say I wasn’t the cute, slim, confident, nice teeth, out going child (now 19, sadly I don’t feelContinue reading “Big Girl 1”
The Monster online
In highschool there was this really popular app called 2go… Damn! It was the buzz back then. I got my first phone I was about 12, couldn’t be happier. So I joined my first social media platform. Cyber bullying These may also be known as online bullying, This is a form of bullying that takesContinue reading “The Monster online”
2:45am
Cold Sunday night , just laying here on my bed staring at the ceiling…… It’s a new month, time for a do over, fresh start, rebuilding, new you, or whatever it means to you…….. Here goes another chance for me to do things differently, live, love, be, act differently, chase new opportunities… Here I amContinue reading “2:45am”
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